FYI
I bloody hate January. One more death to make the month memorable. Hell.
I adored Heath Ledger - from when I saw him in Roar in middle school to crying over him in Four Feathers and going insane over The Dark Knight. Unlike most of the actors of his generation, he was great.
fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK.

I adored Heath Ledger - from when I saw him in Roar in middle school to crying over him in Four Feathers and going insane over The Dark Knight. Unlike most of the actors of his generation, he was great.
fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK.
Still in shock!
Didn't Dan Radcliffe just beat him out of a role too - the one about the photographern Dan Eldon?
He was such a joy to watch. In everything. So confident.
So young.
I think he was one of my first celeb!crushes when I saw him in Roar. And he kept surprising me by how much talent he had. I still can't really believe it.
I am in a state of shock and can't see to stop crying ( I don't care how sad that is) :(((((
Heath was awesome - and I'll tell youwhat I told bzzinglikeneon - in my mind, this was supposed to heath - he was supposed to star in the Joker which would be a hit with fandom and a cult classic perhaps and then an oscar *sooner* rather than later. THIS was not supposed to happen.
I can't decide what would be better, finding out it was a suicide or accidental. At least with suicide you can be mad at him, but that's also horrible. And accidental would be equally terrible, if not more so. But if it was accidental, at least we know he was happy... D:
After throwing myself into fic I thought I'd been feeling better but now I'm hitting rock bottom again. Just feel so tired and wrung out.
Ok, started crying. Celeb!deaths never really effect me - but it's Heath. I'm looking at my Roar DVDs right now. Hell.
T__T
Heath was going to go down in history as one of our generation's greatest actors. But that doesn't even matter anymore. I can't get Michelle, Matilda, Jake, and the rest of his friends and family out of my mind now. It's heartbreaking and tragic for us, but really, it's them we should be thinking about now. I hope to God Michelle was able to tell Matilda about Heath. ;___;
I'm still struggling with believing it rather than just seeing it. :/
*major hugs*
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